Sunday, September 23, 2007

changing direction

It’s been more than 3 weeks after I came back from International Congress in Turkey and I somehow feel constantly influenced by what I experienced there. Now, I can clearly see how my life changed after this event. Now I can clearly see the difference between pre-IC Kamil and post-IC Kamil.

Before IC, I was definitely enjoying my life. And now, I enjoy it now as well. So where is the difference? The way I enjoy it is totally something else.

Before IC, I was not that involved in my job here. I was doing what I was supposed to do as MCVP Finance but somehow, nothing more happened. I was not very proactive in taking new challenges and I was only realizing my plan with no passion. I was single, I was enjoying a lot of parties, I had a few “short adventures”, I was thinking of finishing AIESEC after Morocco.

Thanks to going to IC, I realized that during first weeks of being here I could have done and achieved more. I missed a few opportunities. Some aspects of my life were heading for some unknown direction. A direction that in fact has nothing to offer.

Now, I have someone (it’s not just someone but someone special:), I extremely enjoy my work, I do my best to achieve a lot, I’m pretty happy for my plans for the future and everything seems going in the right way! Nothing is of course easy and sometimes bad days happen but who says we’re gonna have everything right away.

Even today when I’m so mentally exhausted of different things, my tired face is strong enough to smile :)

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