Yesterday, I arrived back in Rabat, Morocco to my flat on Rue Al Mariniyne. Back to my flat mates, back to normal (?) life, back to the mess in the bathroom and kitchen :) Flat seems more and more empty. Tommorow, there will be only 5 people living here whereas since the beginning I've got used to living with about 10 people at one time. I'm starting to be afraid of the silence that is more and more often here. But I guess we will have some new people here. Not that much as during summer but at least I will not be alone here.
I'm happy, sad and nostalgic at the same time.
Happy to experience this incredible conference, meet old friends and make new friends (or more). Happy to challenge myself and take a very brave decision. Happy to discover new country and amazing city. Was it really happening? Maybe, it was just a dream? It's so unreal!
On the other hand - sad and nostalgic. Sad to leave the conference, the city and of course the people. It was great to have this amazing reunion with all international MC members with Polish passports (emigracja zawsze razem!). Although I knew all of them, it was only at IC that I managed to get to know at least some of them really well! Especially you Cebulka;) And of course I was so happy to meet eva whom I will see in Macedonia next year, inchallah (if God allows – I’m sure He will)!
Last but not the least I miss you! The last thing that I could expect was meeting someone that I would like more than a friend. Especially, after unpleasant experience that I'd had, I didn't feel like getting involved into anything new. I just wanted to enjoy being single. However, I guess such things are not up to us. (it's NOT up to you:) Some force made us feel what we feel and make us try to overcome all the challenges. We'll see how things will go but something inside keeps telling me that we will do it! It's like a dream but the best thing is that it is NOT a dream! It seems so unreal but it is real.
I love when you do that hocus pocus to me.
The way that you touch, you've got the power to heal.
You give me that look, it's almost unreal. It's almost unreal.
(Roxette, "Almost Unreal")
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I hope to meet u in macedonia too? strange, cause i can just go there, drop in but somehow i feel it wouldnt be enough?
hugs!
i know what you feel.
macedonia it's not just a country! it's a symbol of challenges and bravery!:)
we MUST see there! and then in Brazil!:)
Yesterday I targetted 28 countries- sth like prescreening- madness:]
hey! send me this file or link! i need to investigate the network too ;)
so far, i'm only targetting this one country, you know whihc;)
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