A room in the new house by the ocean in the magical neighborhood of Moroccan casbah, playing in the Hollywood movie, liking my work, having bright future of my professional life, traveling within Morocco and in neighboring countries, spending time with great people of more than 10 nationalities with whom I can have ridiculous sense of humor with whom I can drink and party with whom I can talk about love, sex, relationships, cultural differences, professional development, politics, concept of alleged conflict of Arab vs. Western worlds etc, finally earning much more money within a few days than ever before in my life, enjoying cosmopolitan and internationalized life in Rabat, spending a weekend with the pool, the palms, the sun and the drinks, benefiting of the fabulous weather – all these things make me feel that I have never enjoyed my life as I do right now! The presence is fabulous, the future is bright!
However, life is brutal. The more happy you are at some point, the more you will suffer when you lose certain things. The more happy you are today, the more probably that you will be less happy tomorrow (it’s the same concept as the one saying that the higher you are the more it will hurt when you fall down). What will be my life like in the next few months after I leave Morocco? Will I keep in touch with my friends met here (at least those that are the most valuable)? Will I meet so great people again? Will I have all these amazing surprises? Will it be so internationalized (which is so much enjoyable for me)? That makes me think that thanks to Morocco I enjoy my life so much. Should I then stay here? Should I return here after a few months/years and live here forever? Yes, I started considering that. But, will it be again as it is right now? Will be able to repeat what I experienced here? Well, stupid questions. How should I know that? The only solution is to start thinking about the right things and thus they will make happen (according to “the secret” concept that as I found out has worked out just recently).
And for now, let me just follow Sheryl Crow who sings “all I wanna do is have a little fun before I die”
:) J’adore ma vie!
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