Wednesday, July 2, 2008

you fade to gray

Poland is less and less exciting for me than ever. You must have figured it out from my previous post. I'm sure about that. I will give you a few examples though.

When I came back to Poland I spent my first 2 days in Krakow. I thought that choosing the most beautiful Polish city for first interactions with my motherland would make it more bearable. It wasn't. I was wandering within the historical downtown of Krakow and I wasn't excited anymore. I had some feelings when I was in the suburbs seeing huge blocks of flats. But these were not positive feelings as you may guess.

Then on Monday, I went to Sopot and Gdansk. When I was 17 I was crazy about these places. I so wanted to get there whenever I could. I went to study there at the age of 19. At that point it was slightly less exciting than 2 years before but I still liked it. On Monday and yesterday, it was only saddening and depressing. When I got off the suburban train (SKM) in Sopot and saw the most beautiful street there (the street of the Heros of Monte Cassino) I thought "wow! that's not that bad. I would love to take some of my international friends there and show them around". But then I realized that most of the cities I saw within last year (Paris, Madrid, Rabat, Lisbon, Istanbul etc) have downtowns comprised of such streets and in Sopot there is just one. I don't feel like going there anymore unless to see my friends.

Luckily, my Polish friends (although much different than Rabati ones) are still fabulous:)

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